wow now everything now so hard to understand.... only 1 word i can think of to describe... CHIM! now 1 word can mean another word or even many other words. now its hard to understand one's feelings even if its the person himself... people say they understand how u feel but how can 1 understand another's feeling when the person himself does not understand... wad does it really mean when someone says "i understand how u feel"? i dun understand anything right now... i dun understand wad my commitments are, wad exactly do i like or hate, wad exactly are my feelings, i dun even know wad am i working towards, i dun even know wad i want... i can only think of 2 ways in which i can lead my life now...
i guess ill have to stick to 2. its near impossible to do 1 as it would mean changing my entire attitude and that wun be easy i guess ill juz try to understand but still i wun plan ill take things as they come... its the easiest way for me now... afterall i am a person who takes the easiest way out XD