Monday, 30 July 2007
its time to face reality... i have to make a choice, 2day my bowling coach tell me to make a choice between bowling and debate say that very hard to keep both now, and i realised one thing next year bowling 'B' divs is in march, that means b4 that the 2 to 2 and half month will be chionging like mad!!! then that would be the debate tournament period also... the worst thing of all is this, stupid william say that i must bowl a 150 average by 31st oct if not im kicked out of the cca he say i nvr concentrate, tok cock say wad got potential budden becuz nvr practice then no concentrate which is quite true besides the potential part XDXD so now i got problem i want to stay in both ccas so now i need to pia for 150 aaverage while still attending the debate trainings and my tuition and study for end years... and the last resort would be to drop 1 cca...damn sad if the trainings clash wif the competition of the other cca then how!! if traing clash then how!!! if later my grades drop then how!!! later mother scold then how!!!
sian i have to compare first juz in case have to resort to the final choice:
bowling:
pressure:nothing
relationship: alot of people and quite close
time consumption: 3 days aweek(if want to hit 150 average)
money consumption: damn high
energy wastage: average but hand pain
fun: very fun to bowl and joke wif the others
learning(nvr thought i'd consider this):learn how to vent frustration
skills: how to whack people with a ball
debate:
pressure: average
relationship: few people, not very close i think
time consumption: 2 days a week but training time last longer
money consumption: only lunch and dinner
energy wastage: can slack at times but sometimes mentally exhausting
fun: as fun as bowling is i guess
learning: learn alot
skills: speaking skills?confidence?
tally time, relationship:bowling win,pressure:bowling win,time consumption:tie,money consumption: debate win,energy wastage: bowling win(by a bit),fun:tie,learning:debate,skills:debate(to me i think should be bowling cuz learning how to whack people is important)
FINAL SCORE: BOWLING 5, DEBATE 5
knn why both also 5 now make it even harder to choos la....i forgot the last element the higher authorities... bowling: coach sux, captain and teacher rox.debate: coach ok, captain ok, teacher ok
sian again tie!!!!!!!!! how sia looks like my last resort sux
fine i shant care already, i shant face reality, ill decide when the trainings and competitions clash, looks like i really cant change my attitude i cannot easily plan for the future, back to the carefree life style, sleeping and running around in dreamland not giving a hoot abt wads going to happen... haizzz nigel u damn shi bai lehz=.= =.=
06:04 the number 4 4eva!!!
Saturday, 28 July 2007
its been a long time since i blogged so i shall blog on the main events for the past 2 weeks...
ok main event number 1:
i baked cupcakes!!! lol when my com gets fixed i will go and post the pics... i made it together with shi min we rock! our cupcake shape nice nice one, then we put in M&M inside then the colour of the thing was like golden browwn then all of a sudden some green, blue , red, orange spots cuz the M&M melt... we made a total of 12 so each took 6!!! then out of my 6, 2 were koped by my senior during debate, then the rest i slowly eat and enjoy XD JEALOUS RIGHT!!! the cupcake actually damn easy make la got the recipe can liaoz.ill post the pics once my com revives
number 2: our bowling 'c' divs that was like damn bad! everyone team including all the damn pro one all bowled below their average the only one who bowled satisfactory result(i think)was kenneth wong, the rest all pretty much screwed up. on monday according to william if we all dun bowl a 220 average(which on one can do!) we will nvr be in the top 7... oh yah and i almost became deaf on that day, there were 2 noisy schools there at that time: SCGS and the other school if i not wrong was CHIJ katong i think... then at the back their reserves and the others all shout shout shout every throw their bowlers throw they also shout, make everyone including their own team mates lose concentration only la! and b4 the thing started they all did some cheers, then they started shrieking at the end of the cheers. irwin suggested we sing the cath high school song or we do cheer and start screaming... both of which we did not do... according to william for the past dunno how many years(14 i think if i rmb correctly) all the years of cath high bowlers have been saying that we needed ear plugs but up till now we haven gotten them yet...
number 3: our debate competition was on last saturday then we went to hwa chong... i was walking around for abt 15 mins looking for the canteen until i saw yew loong walking and showed me e way. our first match was against NYG and we were prop and we lost. second against ACSI we were opp and we won, and last match we were against SCGS in an impromptu round, we were opp and we won(thanks to a tape we watched a few weeks back) so we won 2 lost 1 but still we did not break to the semi's cause we lost to NYG by too many points and were 1 position behind RI i think so we did not break. the stupid prepared round motion damn cheem i dun understand.... it was like THBT sovereignty is and outdated concept... but the impromptu was THW no negotiate with terrorist...
number 4: my favourite of all seeing that its the number 4: is that i got a new handphone!!! wooooohooooooo!!!!! W880i which is like the best fone every la! i spent 438 on it tho which is like damn ex but its still damn cool, its small, its light, its shiny and it had no scratches until today in which my genius senior jun hui "confiscated" the phone saying that both me and manfred were distracted by it and after less than 5 secs of holding on to it he dropped it causing a scratch on the phone... i dunno how he do one he drop that time my hard cover which was very tight juz split apart b4 it hit the ground then my phone hit the concrete *OUCH!* *DAMN PAIN* *HEART PAIN* so i took it back and he din take it away from me after that. ok back to admiring my phone XD the walkman is damn good la it can blast until damn loud after tweaking the equalizer abit, then it is also quite clear la, the camera lagi best u press the take picture button the thing 0.25 secs later take liaoz dun need to wait one so if want to take picture sneakily very easy haha!!! BUT THE BEST THING OF ALL!!!! is that it can play alot of games without lagging, my pokemon red,blue.yellow totally no lag, my crystal almost no lag, except for loading time at the start. and i got a roller coaster game which is also damn fun and my fav. WORMS!!!! so i shall dedicate this section to my ever so wonderful phone and to mourn the scratched on the phone... 10 secs of silence....1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 ok silence over!YAY MY PHONE ROX!!! altho i might be changing next year to a better one haha! JEALOUSY SHALL OVERWHELM U!!!
number 5: um serene pls stop kajiaoing me i already making ur bday present like right now, u shall nvr know wad it is haha!!! its like in 8 days time so relax its still long till 5 august.... u shall nvr find out wad it is until then!!! haha!!! keep u in suspense haha.... u see i so good make for u lehz the presennt not i buy one lor, so thoughtful right! =P XD! so wait and relax... u ka jiao me summore i dun give u present at all i can always keep it and give it to someone else haha...
number 6: lol i forgot which day but 1 of the days in class like b4 rrecess ended we were playing limbo lol... we had nothing to do so we used the plastic thingy from a used correction tape for the rope lol and the winner is keefe and galen altho i think keefe is better( modern dance mah!!! cant blame) they some how managed to do it when the string was at desk height at first was only a few people playing then later like half the class standing around watching haha then all betting if can do anot which for some reason every one forgot the bets.... it was damn fun haha then we started playing jump over the string then i manage to jump over when it was a little over the desk height... and after that my leg pain cuz i landed that time hit my feet very pain then i think the force transfer to my knee so very pain... if i have a pictue i shall post it when my com revives(my poor com still lieing dead, waiting for a new graphic card to be installed.
wow now im at number 7 liaoz: exams are over will celebrate tonight!!! woohooo not sleeping i going to be like sitting at my bed blasting music like nobodies business!!! yay i love it man the exams were all damn easy except for chinese which i think we have been counted as easy if i actually studied... the rest of the papers i nvr study also can do quite easily cuz all basically general knowledge can ans or i rmb from the rare times i was paying attention in class.... i would like to applaud MR. TAN for being like the smartest teacher so far to invigilate us, he said no going to toilet, no hps no wallets allowed with us must put in bag... so he is like the smartest teacher for he can almost completely stop people from cheating... the moment he said no going toilet, the whole class cheered cuz they know i might try to cheat... while mr tan was clueless why they cheered so sad... but the paper was so easy that cheating was not neccessary the geog paper all the questions all dun need to read textbook should be able to ans because all is comment sense de.... so conclusions which i can draw: exams will score quite well(chinese not counted), MR. TAN is the smartest teacher, chinese i will nvr be able to make it, geog papers are all general knowledge and that EXAMS ARE OVER THE PARTY SHALL NOW COMMENCE!!!
RANDOM SIDENOTE: i juz got into contact wif a few ex-rosythians who for some reason can remember me altho i have no idea who they are until they slowly explaing to me who they are and how i know them.... sorry i m forgetful and i dun really rmb much people from rosyth except those my class or those i see very often
04:56 the number 4 4eva!!!
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
when things get tough, i slack... when problems arise, i slack... the more stressed i get, the more ill try to slack... i have the attitude of a slacker, a true slacker will slack in the toughest of situations, when the going gets tough, the slackers will slack!! people say must enjoy life, make the best of ur life, live everyday to ur fullest, so we must slack we enjoy the slacky lie, we make the best of our times through slacking and we slack our days away to the fullest. this is the mentality of a true slacker =)
NIGEL'S MOTTOS OF LIFE:
SLACK, DONT WORK UNLESS I WANT TO
STUDY ONLY IF I WANT TO
SLACK ANYWHERE N ANYTIME(more of a goal)
THE FIVE MORAL VALUES TO MY RELIGION, SLACKERISM!!!:
SLACKING FIRST
CARE FOR SLACKERS AND SHARE THE SLACK
SLACKISH SPIRIT
RESPECT THE SLACKING CONCEPT AND RESPONSIBLITY TO SLACK
SLACK IN ALL WE DO
adapted by rosyth's 5 moral value(dun wanna get in trouble if copyrighted): integrity first, care and share, adventurous spirit, respect and responsibility and excellence in all we do!!! yay i still can rmb wad they thought 2 years ago XDXDXD
07:09 the number 4 4eva!!!
Monday, 16 July 2007
wa now u come again stupid william shakespeare now want to tortue us with Macbeth u go die la... torture people very fun issit huh??? u really piss me off sia u and ur stupid gay language and gay style of writing why din u juz burn ur so called masterpieces?? go burn them use them as toilet paper also good ah... if u use as toilet paper at least got use right now is like negative uses already la now teachers got new weapon to torture le =.=
06:20 the number 4 4eva!!!
wa tmr have c divs for bowling then saturday got debate altho i dun think ill be speaking. =)
i shall name the 4 teams wishing them luck
firstly: galen, fabian, kenneth, irwin
secondly: desmond, ngiap seng, pei rong, darrence
thirdly: isaac, xi jie, stanley, mitchell(only sec 2 haha)
finally: joshua, marcus, ying xun and NIGEL!!!
HAHA ALL MUST DO WELL
yay i juz rmbed that ill get to skip so many lesson tmr and can skip maths test and maths retest!!! yay for competition.
ON A RANDOM SIDENOTE: I M HIGH RIGHT NOW!!!
06:07 the number 4 4eva!!!
Thursday, 12 July 2007
wow mood swings are damn fun.... 3 days ago i was sad then 2 days ago i was emotionless yesterday i was sad and today i am high and happy!!! i wonder wad random mood will i have tmr... this is damn fun first u feel damn sad then u wake up the next morning damn happy and then u feel so refreshed compared to the day b4 then u sleep then wake up feeling sad and feeling how ur day of happiness was boring then u wake up next morning feeling happy feeling that wad u were thinking on ur sad day was nothing impt and should stay happy and the cycle begins again! then on some occasions u start feeling emotionless which is also quite fun as it helps u past time very fast u juz sit there staring intopace not knowing how fast time is passing which is damn cool especially when u have days where the lessons are juz plain boring like ACC/CE haha!!!(sorry chen jie jue lao shi but its true its boring) and the best thing is u cant scold me for sleeping cuz my eyes are still open is juz that im staring into blankspace!!! i hope tmr i feel happy again altho i doubt so as i have a totally busy day upahead. its a friday which has rao class, maths and some other boring subjects, then debate until 4 i have to leave early rush off to kovan by 5 and have tuition till 9.30pm then i go home that time got some uncles and aunties coming my house get to play wif cousins then i guesss they will leave like midnight then i sleep again...
FRIDAYS ARE THE WORST DAYS OF ALL!!!
07:25 the number 4 4eva!!!
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
i am no longer feeling like i have many emotions kept inside me... i now feel a lot different. i feel like i have totally no more feelings, i feel neither happy nor sad nor angry nor any other emotion i can think of... i guess emotions are like the colours of the rainbow, once u mix them all white emptiness juz like emotions where all u get is a white blank feeling in ur head and start spacing out. i no longer feel hatred nor liking to anyone, i no longer feel happy nor sad, no matter how seriously funny or depressing it is, i no longer feel vengeful, i no longer feel like killing the people i hate no longer feel like kicking them punching them strangling them anymore.... now my mind is juz empty no feelings wad so ever i no longer feel the need for me to do anything, my life has become so robotic juz following instructions without having any feelings abt whether its right or wrong or whether i like to do it or not or whether i want to do it or not... i dunno why i am even doing as i m told even tho i used to hate it...
all i know is that right now i am void of all emotions, i no longer think that there is a need to stay happy anymore. right now i dunno wad to do i am juz going to follow my usual routine everyday and juz follow instructions, i see a boring,dull life up ahead for me...
05:21 the number 4 4eva!!!
Monday, 9 July 2007
wow i found like the best game ever!! turbopizza... it last only 1hr trial but if u leave it on dun close it it will last forever!! so cool la the game it is frigging the best game by far!!!
http://zone.msn.com/en/root/deluxe.htm?code=113039830&RefID=NG-113039830 <--------------- the link to download it... play it sure addicted one....
06:42 the number 4 4eva!!!
Sunday, 8 July 2007
wow now everything now so hard to understand.... only 1 word i can think of to describe... CHIM! now 1 word can mean another word or even many other words. now its hard to understand one's feelings even if its the person himself... people say they understand how u feel but how can 1 understand another's feeling when the person himself does not understand... wad does it really mean when someone says "i understand how u feel"? i dun understand anything right now... i dun understand wad my commitments are, wad exactly do i like or hate, wad exactly are my feelings, i dun even know wad am i working towards, i dun even know wad i want... i can only think of 2 ways in which i can lead my life now...
1. start planning start trying to understand
2. take things as they come dun bother if i understand or not
i guess ill have to stick to 2. its near impossible to do 1 as it would mean changing my entire attitude and that wun be easy i guess ill juz try to understand but still i wun plan ill take things as they come... its the easiest way for me now... afterall i am a person who takes the easiest way out XD
06:45 the number 4 4eva!!!
Thursday, 5 July 2007
juz now serene came to my house as for the reason i dunno she came to my house to slack and disturb me... i wanted to go play bball so she followed me to the court but b4 she saw a cedar bball shirt in my cupboard and made me wear it and took pics of me in it( as for why i did it or how i got the shirt... um..... its a long story) ya but that was not the only stupid thing! at the bball court xiaoxiong gave us me and shawn one box of mentos mint so we played a game we put the half the box of mentos into our mouths which was already damn freaking mint and drank 1 gulp of water the first one to swallow or spit them out would lose... so we did it and it was damn refreshing but it made our mouths all numb and the super extra serene took a video of me while i was doing it which included the reactions we all had after doing it....(u better not post it on youtube!!!im warning u!!!) but in the end all of us spat out at abt the same time so nobody won juz that everyone else who were there besides the ones doing me,shawn,xiaoxiong,nasri laughed while we 4 were trying to get the taste out of our mouths.... next time when u r bored and tired do it... im sure u will be very refreshed if u hold it in ur mouth abt 1min its damn fun!!!!i shall end with this
alot of mentos+cold water= cool sensation+numb
does not equal to
fun
and i learnt 1 impt lessson nvr do stupid things in frnt of serene or do not listen to stupid ideas given by her its juz plainly for her sole enjoyment
some random pictures

me wearing the stupid shirt

cool haha!!

devilish sweets!!!

back of the cedar shirt interesting eh...
06:15 the number 4 4eva!!!
lol did alot of stupid things in class. played wif bluetacks, write things and change lyrics of songs(not me james...) all done in class haha not paying attention!!! ill be posting the lyrics of the songs later when im not too lazy to type it out... i only managed to post 1 of the pics for the bluetacks cuz im basically too lazy to post
one of the few things i did with the bluetack
cute eh....
now starting on finding a birthday present for somepeople...
01:32 the number 4 4eva!!!
Tuesday, 3 July 2007
bloody shakespeare u bastard u and ur stupid Shakespearian language go die la... now i need to study ur bloody merchant of venice and get tested on it in shakesperian.... u see la u evil dude torture the cath high sec 2 batch wads ur prob like to make people life hard ah!!! stupid read i paragraph already cause people headache already........ cannot take it la!!!
HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!
06:26 the number 4 4eva!!!
Sunday, 1 July 2007
haha i juz saw the stupidest of person who has at the basketball court.... he couldnt even do a simple layup properly then he started trying to do windmill, fullmoon and half moon i was with wei kai and shen yi then we were all there laughing at him!!! we played at the other half of the court for a while then the idiot guy and his 2 frens ask if we want to play 3v3 against them and obviously we OWNED their asses like 11-3 or something then they kept saying one to play next set so we played like 6 sets we won 5 we lost 1 cuz we were too bored n started playing all the shit styles like alley and stuff, but still we only lost 11-9 not bad when we play a fool lol....
04:13 the number 4 4eva!!!