Monday, 30 July 2007
its time to face reality... i have to make a choice, 2day my bowling coach tell me to make a choice between bowling and debate say that very hard to keep both now, and i realised one thing next year bowling 'B' divs is in march, that means b4 that the 2 to 2 and half month will be chionging like mad!!! then that would be the debate tournament period also... the worst thing of all is this, stupid william say that i must bowl a 150 average by 31st oct if not im kicked out of the cca he say i nvr concentrate, tok cock say wad got potential budden becuz nvr practice then no concentrate which is quite true besides the potential part XDXD so now i got problem i want to stay in both ccas so now i need to pia for 150 aaverage while still attending the debate trainings and my tuition and study for end years... and the last resort would be to drop 1 cca...damn sad if the trainings clash wif the competition of the other cca then how!! if traing clash then how!!! if later my grades drop then how!!! later mother scold then how!!!
sian i have to compare first juz in case have to resort to the final choice:
bowling:
pressure:nothing
relationship: alot of people and quite close
time consumption: 3 days aweek(if want to hit 150 average)
money consumption: damn high
energy wastage: average but hand pain
fun: very fun to bowl and joke wif the others
learning(nvr thought i'd consider this):learn how to vent frustration
skills: how to whack people with a ball
debate:
pressure: average
relationship: few people, not very close i think
time consumption: 2 days a week but training time last longer
money consumption: only lunch and dinner
energy wastage: can slack at times but sometimes mentally exhausting
fun: as fun as bowling is i guess
learning: learn alot
skills: speaking skills?confidence?
tally time, relationship:bowling win,pressure:bowling win,time consumption:tie,money consumption: debate win,energy wastage: bowling win(by a bit),fun:tie,learning:debate,skills:debate(to me i think should be bowling cuz learning how to whack people is important)
FINAL SCORE: BOWLING 5, DEBATE 5
knn why both also 5 now make it even harder to choos la....i forgot the last element the higher authorities... bowling: coach sux, captain and teacher rox.debate: coach ok, captain ok, teacher ok
sian again tie!!!!!!!!! how sia looks like my last resort sux
fine i shant care already, i shant face reality, ill decide when the trainings and competitions clash, looks like i really cant change my attitude i cannot easily plan for the future, back to the carefree life style, sleeping and running around in dreamland not giving a hoot abt wads going to happen... haizzz nigel u damn shi bai lehz=.= =.=
06:04 the number 4 4eva!!!
